Those In My Mind Are,

HEY,

Have you ever tried?
How much you want all of these?

How much you've hurt yourself before you finally reach it?
Have you ever wonder that someone is crying because of you?

Is it okay if I fake the smile every time I am with you?
Is it okay if I have to show you how much I hurt all these while, sometimes?

Is it okay if you just let me go and live happily with her?
Is it okay if I'm leaving for good?

Will you find me after this?
Are we going to be okay if we hang out as a friend?

Will there be an awkward moment if we talk about our past?
Are you strong enough to see me crying after that?

Do you truly love me?

Why you giving me so much hopes?
Why are we still in the same chapter while other is near to an end?

Do we still have hope to meet our happy ending in the end?
Who am I to you if you have someone else?

Can't you see, you're the only one I see?
Do you still want us to be like this forever?

Did you care?

Too much to ask, so much pain, so hurt, so blind, so ugly, so fucked up but I love you in many ways.

Dear K, I'm sorry to tell you this but I still am waiting for you.

P/S : " Sayang comel, rawr! " - Mr.K *tears*

A Best Friend Might Be A Fairytales?

Everyone has their one own perception, I think mine, you have your thoughts, and somehow I like mine better. Eventho everyone knows the consequences might be.

And yeah,

Not every best friend can tell you things off, not every close friend is your really close friend, and not everyone can be your bestfriend but can tell things off. :)



It depends somehow, and it's quite ugly, isn't it?

P/S : I blog this because I finally have something to blogged about. Thanks.