So Much Pain I'd Like To Thank You.

Do you read my blog? If yes, say it. I don't mind.

Don't be so cruel, I'll be soon out of your life.



And Cheers for happy moments we had.



THANK YOU.

P.S : It's so hard, so hard to reach, so hard to reach, so hard. FML.

SLT. FTW. CMW.

Apa itu cinta?

Apa itu jodoh?

Terbahagi kepada 3 :


1. Jodoh yang datang dari Syaitan
: jumpe, dating, pegang tangan, kiss kiss, main.

2. Jodoh yang datang dari Jin
: jumpe, nampak, org tak suka, pegi bomoh, kawin.

3. Jodoh yang datang dari Allah swt
: jumpe, bertentang mata menusuk kalbu, pegi pinang, org terima, kawin.



Ade paham? Aku pegi tengok plak cerita Syurga Cinta tadi. Insaf kejap. Pasal ape kejap je! Syaitan betul. -___-''


Cerita Hari Ini

Sebenarnya,

: Aku tak pegi kelas sbb malas. Apa kau igt aku rajin sangat nak pegi? Bosan lah. Aku tau da final sem, final year, berubah la sikit. Tahi la fida ni. Kang repeat padan muka. -_-

: Aku nak lari rumah. Sumpah aku tak suka dah nak duduk sini lagi. Mak aku cakap tak payah. Habiskan sampai bulan 6. Arghhh. Ape jadahnye, lama gila lagi 5 bulan aku nak tggu. Fak yu rumah sewa.

: Aku dah kurang berminat terhadap dia. Aku rasa aku dah tak payah tggu lagi. Yang aku patut tunggu adelah berambus dari rumah puaka ni.

: Aku rasa ingin menjadi lesbian. Aku nak pompuan anggun, aku tanak pengkid pantat dan yang berlagak cam lelaki. Amacam? AHHAHAHAH. Lelaki mmg lancau, sohai.

: I've had enough of these. FML. FYL. IDC.


P.S : Rimas dengan jantan yang keja asik nak buzz aku je. Pegila mampus. Kau budak kecik lagi. Kau belajar pakai kondom dlu. Sial. Pagi-pagi buat aku marah. Tahi.

How Could I Forget About Us, Family. :)

Sebelum terlupa, ini dia

Arini anniversary parents aku yg ke-36.
Selamat Ulangtahun, aku tak penah lupe pun tiap-tiap tahun mesti wish.
WELL, aku tau aku anak yang baik.*angkat kening sebelah kanan*
Mwahhahahaahhah.
Mak aku call tadi, aku borak borak ng dia, pastu dia tanye "arini tak wish pun?",
Sebab mmg aku lah org pertama yang akan wish tanpa gagal.
*angkat kening dua dua belah dgn muka bangga*

"Orang xde kredit ah, tepon boifren abis kredit, haha"
"Yelah tuuu.."
"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY IBU,I LOVE YOU"
"Haaa, ni camne nak share kredit, nnt ibu masukkan"
HAHA, xsangka. dpt kredit free. Xpelah, esok-esok org topupkan pulak eh. :)


I LOVE YOU MAMI & DEDI.


P.S : I miss your cook.

You Can't Imagine This Shit

It's like a quarter to three and I just can't sleep
'Cause I'm thinking of you
And all those times we cried
Did we really try?
Now I'm dreaming in blue

No matter where we say goodbye
I tell you baby
Keep your head high

I'll wait for love
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait, will you?

When times are hard, I'll think of you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait for love

And looking in my eyes
We're both telling lies
Asking too much of you
And when you kiss my lips
That is what i miss
Not knowing we be through

No matter when we say goodbye
I tell you darling
I won't cry

I'll wait for love
I'll wait for you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait, will you?
When times are hard, I'll think of you
I'll wait for love
I'll wait for love

Your eyes still gaze at me through pictures
You could just be the one that got away
I look down at the phone
It's your number
Too many times a day

Matt White - Wait For Love


P.S : Is it worth it?

It's Love, It's Not Santa Claus

So I quote from ,

Oh my, Gerard Butler just gave me a massive heart attack, I had a crush on him. :p

Gerdy , I love when you laugh, sarcastically. <3>

Well, these are great. A-You-Must-Watch. <3

This whole week, I've spent myself alone watching movies I've downloaded, love story sort of. Yeah, some of 'em make me cried unexpectedly *sobbing* I had a great time yeah. It's a good therapy, mentally. :)

And I currently listen to Matt White, after I heard a song from Munir's Sis' Wedding Video, I'm in love with the music & the voice. It soothes me, ease my mind, . I can tell. :)





P.S : A lot more waiting to be downloaded. I've just finished Whip It, Coraline, and All About Steve. I hope these are as good as those above. Next will be, Where The Wild Things Are, Fanboys, I Love You Beth Cooper and UP. Yeehaww!

P.S 2 : Ryan Reynold & Gerad Butler are my new bitches after Tyson Ritter & Adam Sandler, no worries I still am waiting for you, babies. LOL.

I Will Spent A Night

Bullshit happens.

When the time is come,
I will be there soon,
Someday, somewhere with someone.
I wish and I know I will.

P.S : Aku tau aku tabah sebenarnya, aku cume tak cukup kuat sekarang ni. Satu hari nanti, ya. :)

Hello Boy with Girlfriend.

:)

Can't you see I'm so loving you,
Wholehearted and never leave you,
I don't know why I feel this way,
Baby, I just want you to stay.

I'm so jaded,
My life is wasted,
I just hate it.

I'm bleeding inside,
There's a big wound in my heart,
I took away my pride, took away my pride,
Just to be with you, just to be with you.

I want this to end,
And now you can hold her hands,
This time might be the last time,
I hope you'll be just fine.

How could you harm me inside?
Why did you meddle with my heart.

This feeling won't take long,
Her heart is where you belong,
Just keep the distances,
Between you and me..

P.S : Okay this is JADED, I'm so fuckin' jaded being such a hopeless romantic whore.

Toodles

Finally,

I made a song, my 2nd song, I wrote it, I find the melodies but I suck at singing, so please don't ask me to sing it. I rather feel embarrassed because of my fat ass than post a video of me singing. I feel so naked. Ngaaaaa.

Here's the lyric :

Toodles

Hey You,
Hey You,
What are you doing?
Can you hear me what I'm saying?

Hey you,
Hey you,
Why are you staring?
Could you listen to me when I'm talking?

Oh I feel so bad,
When you're doing that,
Oh I feel so sad,
'Cause you seem not interested.

What's the meaning of this game,
This feeling couldn't be the same,
Put the blame on me,
We're not like we used to be,
Anymore.

Do you,
Do you,
Know what you needed?
'Cause, I'm tired of being contemplated.

Move on,
Move out,
That's what they said,
Oh yes I cannot stand the game we've played.

You took and held my hands,
Well I asked "What's your next plan?",
You said this shit is real,
Oh that's what we deal.

Oh Oh Oh Oh, NO!
Oh Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh Oh Oh, NO!
Oh Oh Oh Oh

P.S : What do you think? Not good enough? FYL. IDC. Mwahaha. >D

Bila Kita Bercinta Dengan Si Aneh

Ya, kau terlalu negatif.
Kau ckp aku,
Kau pun sama je,

Aku memang bodoh,
Aku akui semua tu,
Aku memang tak layak dengan si bijaksana macam kau,

Tapi,

Macam lah aku ni je yg selalu bodoh,
Kau?
Aku rasa kau lagi byk bodohnye.

Maaf,
Bukan aku saja-saja nak tulis macam ni pasal kau,
Sebab ni entri aku,
Aku punya pasal lah.

Ni lagi sorang,
Tak sudah-sudah,
Kau kalau nak mampus kau jangan libatkan aku.

Kau nak cakap aku pelacur,
Kau dulu sayang kat pelacur ni jugak kn?,
Apa kurangnya kan?

Kau memang baik, sangat,
Tapi kau buta hati,
Cinta bagi kau dunia akhirat.

Kau dah jahat,
Betul cakap kau,
Aku malas nak ambil tahu pasal kau lagi.
Kau mati pun aku tak nak tahu.

Lelaki egois, I hate you.


P.S : You and your negative shit boleh mati bersama, aku tak kesah pun. Al-fatihah untuk kau awal-awal bile kau da mati nanti.

Brain & Heart

Oh how I wish.


I had a brain which always follows its heart,
And I have a heart which always stuck in the middle of the night,
I have a brain which always thinks I should just move on,
And I have a heart which always forget where to run,

I have these brain and heart,
Both says different things,
Its easy sometimes its hard,
But I often missing the very best of both parts.



P/S : Use your brain, a heart is useless when you cant decide anything.

Bodohodob

Aku ni tipikal jugak kan?


Bodoh. Suka mencarut. Tak pandai buat keputusan. Gelabah.


Sampai bila nak jadi bodoh?


Emosi betul. I hate you. Why would in the world I had to get to see you? I'm waiting for you, each day cherish for your decision, and finally perlukan jawapan dari kau. Kiwak la. Setahun lebih aku tunggu kau kot, nak dgr kau ckp kau syg aku pun dah susah. And lately, I've seen lotsa changes in you. Tapi kau deny. Aku tau lah. Bukan susah pun kau nak cakap, aku tau why you're keeping me. And I feel like I am so invisible in your life, kalau boleh kau tanak aku tinggalkan sikit pun cap jari aku ni kn? Takpe, aku rasa aku ni berguna untuk kau. I understand.


I'm so hurt and can't stop loving you. So please leave. I don't want to get hurt anymore.

Lost In My Words.

It's been awhile I'm not writing here. I just don't know what to say, to express or even tell. Do I have to tell anything that is so not important to you? Perhaps. There's a maybe there. But lately, I've been struggling emotionally with things surrounding me. It's 2010 and its has past a few weeks and seems I do not change a bit. 2009 seems won't leave me yet. Thank you very much. -_-''




p/s ; I'm not a good writer nor your best teller. I'm just someone with an empty mind.