Surat Untukmu

To anon who commented on my previous post,

You barely use your own name kan? typical anons. 

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Lulz.

p/s : may god bless your anon's soul. <33333>

I Feel So

EMPTY

because of the

lies...

P.S : Cuz truth hurts.

Holli-d-crap.

Some extra notes what I went thru this holiday.

: doing nothing like, NOTHING at all. Nothing memorable, no Nothing.

: my sis gave birth to a cute little 3.3 kg boy named, Ahmad Zafri Iman. :)

: got 3 interviews, 3 offers and one to be working with. Finally. Alhamdulillah.

: been a 60 kgs couch potato for the first time in my life. I need to get fit so desperately.

: went to Singapore, visiting my other family, grand uncle, got wedding some more.

: the rest is eating, sleeping & online as usual. Very common stuffs. Very boring & lame. I know.

: I miss blogging. I wish I could write more.

<3

Till the next post, xoxo.

P/S : So excited to be working soon. :D I know I may get tired but yeah, rather than being this 60kgs couch potato. Yea I know.

Momsy

I wish mom would understand how it's like to live in KL. I wish she knew it's never gonna be the same place like Kluang.

Hmmm, I wish...

P/S : I love my mom.

PMS-ing Period.

*yawn*

I made this blog just for myself and I'm not saying you can't read my blog.

Question in your head might sounds like this,

"The hell with having a blog only for yourself yet you make 'em visible?"

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It's my blog, I have the password, I can set whatever I want, to publish or to not publish, to put it as a draft, to annoys people w my writings. To be angry and publish it, to be sad and still publish it, to be happy but just keep it. To hell with that, you may now suck a dick.

Anyone feels offended w my words? Well, I have a right not to apologize. I'm not being offensive towards you, this is the way I'm telling my storyline, if you still feel likewise, you may now click the x button in the top right corner. Happy?

This is my space, my only restriction area, it's like my diary, you're lucky enough to read sort of confidential stuffs of mine. Why bother for what I'm saying when all you can do is not to care. :)

OK, this post is about me having PMS and it has nothing to do w stalker thingy, IDGAF at all, I don't think people should cry on any posts I've made. Period.

P/S : Why bother crying while you can smile for the rest of your life. :) say butterrrrrrrrr!

Sebei

Someone has tagged me to take this survey, and it's been awhile I took the last survey, so why not?

1. Name one person who make you laugh last night?
Anaz Bananaz because he just did.

2.What were you doing at 0800?
Still sleeping and struggling to not fall asleep in the noon, yet I did.

3.What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Talking on the phone with Aqi Yamashita.

4.What happened to you in 2006?
My first job as a cashier at Cybercafe and college stuffs on August 13th.

5.What was the last thing you said out loud?
CALL JE LAHHHHH!

6.How many beverages did you have today?
Two, plain water & coke.

7.What color is your hairbrush?
Grey? A bit of brown n black. I know color failzz.

8.Was was the last thing you paid for?
Tol LDP seringgit namposen.

9.Where were you last night?
Home alone. I know I lied, but who cares?

10. What color is your front door?
Grey?

11.Where do you keep your change?
My almost 2 year old purse, I want a new one, I need a new fancy one please.

12.What's the weather like today?
Yang sedang-sedang saja.

13.What's the best ice-cream flavor?
Vanilla and chocolate mint. Why? Cuz many people don't like the taste of choco-mint so I can eat mine alone. I am selfish like that.

14.What excites you?
Girls day out and girls on trip. POWERD!

15.Do you want to cut your hair?
Real badddddd. Not actually cut it short, I just wanna trimmed an inch at the end. That's all.

16. Are you over the age of 25?
I wish I was.

17.Do you talk a lot?
Little less these days.

18.Do you watch the O.C?
Used to. Not into it anymore.

19.Do you know anyone named steven?
Cat Steven? Steven Tyler? Uncle Steven ok IDK who the hell is Uncle Steven. I didn't know if he ever existed.

20.Do you make up your own words?
Sometimes.

21. Are you a jealous person?
Not really. A bit of both I can say.

22.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Aqi Yamashita.

23.Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Kamarul.

24. Who's the first person on your received call list?

Aqi. Ok so much of AQI for today.

25.What does the last text message you received say?
Kau btpe?

26. Do you chew on you straw?
Sometimes.

27.Do you have curly hair?
Depends. Eh no. Ehehe.

28. Where's the next place you're going to?
Toilet.

29.Who's the rudest person in your life?
Me myself. I can tell to myself that I am fuckin stupid and a slutty whore without hesitation. Bahahahaha!

30.What was the last thing you ate?
Prosperity Beef Burger.

31.Will you get married in the future?
Yes.

32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Idk, can't recall.

33.Is there anyone you like right now?
Always like 'em.

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?

Last Wednesday.

35. Are you currently depressed?
No. I've managed myself these days how to overcome sort of depression.

36.Did you cry today?
No.

37. Tag 1,2,3,4 or 5 people who would do this survey.

1. Lynn La Loy

2. Nadea Yaya

3. Aqi Yamashita

4. Anaz Bananaz

P/S : Thanks to Kac :)

Someone's Gotta Go

On top of the hill and still thinking bout us.

Sayang,

Bukan aku tak sayang. Aku sayang. Sayang sangat sampai air mata ni terlalu murah untuk di keluarkan hanya fikir pasal kau.

Sayang,

Bukan aku benci aku meninggalkan, tapi aku penat sebab terlalu lama aku pendam.

Sayang,

Bukan aku tak suka tapi kau dah ada orang lain, aku bukan keperluan bila diperlukan sahaja.

Sayang,

Bukan aku tak rindu tapi ada orang lebih rindu kau dari aku. Aku tak perlu tamak.

Sayang,

Bukan aku tak cinta tapi aku terlalu cinta sampai aku rasa aku terbang seorang dan kau hanya memerhati.

Sayang,

Aku sayang kau, percaya lah. Aku hidup dan aku jumpa kau untuk disayangi.

Sayang,

Sayang aku tak?

P/S : You can't make it right, when you know that is wrong.