It's Hard To Say, Isn't It?

I don't know why are you keep on silent. I don't know where you are and what are you doing at this time. I know I seem wasn't care at all, but deep in my soul, you'll feel the needs that trembling inside me. I won't shake it. I won't. It might be worst if I did it. I had to ignore these feelings I had since I'm with you. I have to deal with these. You don't know. You will never know.

P.S : are we in a 'break-up' moment?